Empty and Full – an Honest Mother’s Day

by Amber on May 9, 2010

in (In)courage,parenting

Empty Glass photo by D Sharon Pruitt (flickr)Some days I am bone dry.

Even an accidental Spiderman cup of juice flying at my lap from across the table can’t move me. I am un-rested mother, and that descriptor shakes a stick at my perspective on sexy and fun and life and light – on the gratitude that keeps my heart singing.

I get caught under clouds of exhaustion, the darkness rolled in for a visit, and I wait in the silence for it all to burst, for the rain to soak me down and relieve my spirit.

But it’s dry, and my soul feels like it needs a nap. Wake me up when this is over.

When I hit these days, I prescribe to myself a few remedies: memory verses, prayers, no television, more church, and usually I exhaust myself further before something breaks, like a thunder clap.

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kendal May 9, 2010 at 5:53 am

the link to (in)courage isn’t working for me. could be i’m a dolt today!

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Caryn May 9, 2010 at 8:10 am

What an awesome, humbling way to start out my day, Mother’s day! Thank you for speaking so boldly and honestly.

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amy miller May 9, 2010 at 8:33 am

cannot leave comment on incourage, but it just posted today so not sure how to have left one by friday anyway. whether I win or lose, your words are where I am at right now. I am not getting better, but I feel hope as to how to get better. Here’s looking forward to naptime and a little more God on my part. Praying He will meet me here this afternoon to restore what He has started. Thanks!

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Michelle May 9, 2010 at 9:16 am

Amen!! Your words are a Mother’s Day sermon ….
Hope…..Strength……Honesty….Grace to us all……..

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Cindy May 9, 2010 at 2:00 pm

Happy Mother’s Day to ALL of You : )
I am Thankful for what You have Shared! I am Not, sure why we wait so long to reach out? But I am Very Thankful that God is just waiting with His Grace and Open Arms to Heal, Restore, Love and Fill us up again & again. I do know, that if You give Him 5 minutes, He will return it to You and More! Through experience if I spend time in the Morning and not listen to the negative thoughts, I do have time and I am Ready for the Day with the Love I need to Face the Day. God Bless to Each of Us God’s Love!

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Heather May 9, 2010 at 4:19 pm

Thank you for this honest post! Please enter me in the giveaway!

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Jennifer May 9, 2010 at 4:42 pm

So true. Every word. Thanks for an honest perspective.

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sara May 9, 2010 at 7:03 pm

great post! happy mother’s day.

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lara May 9, 2010 at 8:11 pm

I love real. Thanks.

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gwen May 9, 2010 at 8:30 pm

It is always so encouraging to hear that others face the same struggles. We are all flawed, but in God we can be hopeful people. Thanks for sharing.

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Julie May 10, 2010 at 7:54 am

Better late than never- please say yes to freebies! Looove the (in)courage site. Goodies for the Heart & Soul.

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apple of His eye May 10, 2010 at 11:42 am

Thank you so much for posting this! I am encouraged! Blessings to you!

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